Two more days later....
It's APRIL FOOL! Yeahh baby!!
And what i'm gonna do is.....
*不能说的秘密*

Lame ass.... me.... loll...

I'm waiting for 2nd of April!!
Someone gonna b'day yeahhh!!
Wulala wulala wula wula wulala~~~
Sorry cause i didn't prepare any present for her!
But i would like to wish her all the dreams come true and SMILE ALWAYS like me!!

I get back my add maths & modern maths papers recently.
And bullshit.... !
I guess these will be lowest mark in my entire life!
I get only 18marks for my add maths !
100marks i get only 18??
Crap!
I'm totally down, at that moment.
I haven't tell my mum yet. =X
Maybe i should put more effort on it from now on...
18 marks....
*Rawrrrrr*

Deng Deng Deng Deng !
YEsterday went out with my Lovely primary classmate.
Oh My Goshh, when i saw them, all of them become so pretty and mature!
*No comment for boys* xD
We celebrated Yvvone's , E-rou's & Kok Fei's b'day in Kbox. VIP ROOM!
Damn nice inside! x)
I'm really happy can meet them again.
After Standard six, we've already 3 years didn't meet each other.
When i saw them, I will think of those memories in primary school.
We are so naive that time, no suffer, no sadness.
Whatever lah... I hope they will happy all the time. =)

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

So why am I still here in the rain..

I'm wondering.... why is my class so horrible?
I'm sick of hearing those criticism from those terrible classmate.
Why can't they just be more toleration? Is it very difficult?
Especially "someone", keep saying people's bad things.
Excuse me lorh, we didn't enrage you but why must you do such stupid things?
You are so damn childish!
You're already form 4, why your behavior are still like a standard 6 student?
Freaking sucks u know?
Before criticizing others, please ensure that you are the perfect one.
You are the most selfish and childish girl i've seen in my life.
So wake up lah you.
You're really burn me up.
Damn you foolish girl.

Continue my previous post...
I did sent he few messages, BUT HE DIDN'T REPLY ME SINGLE MESSAGE!!
I'm so disappointing....

Listening this song again and again...
The lyrics is so meaningful....

Let me write something about HE.
He, a SMI guy, same age with me.
At first, I doubt he is 哑巴的......
But today, i saw he chatting with his friends, happily. ( miracle?)
He is a totally cool and seldom speak person.

My friend help me to search about his details.
Thank god, I got his phone number.
But what is the use?
Suddenly send a stranger a message :" Can i make friend with you?"
Extremely weird lah wey.....
And i bet i no guts to do it.

But don't know why.... I sent he a msg just now... around 1a.m.
I really hope that he will reply me.

I'm so happy now ! Finally exam is over ! And i can do what i want to do now !
Who cares bout the results man?!! XD
After exam, all the pure science classes don't have any teacher came in, so all of us chit-chatting in a group.
Then i ponteng class wit yuan lin, because those topic they chat are bored like hell.
We went to jalan-jalan and wait the school dismiss.
Hope everyday my school life is like that.... T__T